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Name: Anju
Gender: Female
Interests: dancing. shopping. tennis. swimming. lacrosse. spending time with my friends
Occupation: Other
Industry: Entertainment
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Member Since:
4/4/2004
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| you can't really tell how loyal someone is until something happens and bonds are tested. sometimes greed and envy come in the way and can destroy relationships which have been formed and built over decades. why is it that human desire is such a strong thing?? why would someone be willing to lose people they are close to just for something so selfish, especially when deep down they know what they are doing is wrong. people need to think of who they are hurting and be willing to give up the personal gain. why can't people look past money and gain to see the bigger picture. | | |
| I have this theory about some people.... some people are destined to be alone. Truely, and some what unfortunately, alone. Not that they're hermits, but that no matter how hard they try to form relationships with those around them, some how at the end of the day they are left alone. It's almost as if no one wants them. Sure there are people who love them, but it's like Midas' curse has been modified so that anyone they get close to or care for leaves them at some point. It's hard to imagine that some one wouldn't be wanted, by anyone, but it's true. I guess it's easier to take that point of view when you're the one who is always being left behind as the rest of the world manages to move on and be accepted by each other, regardless of how minute the acceptance is. | | |
| Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together, babe
But we're not
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
I'll keep my cool, but I'm feigning
I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
And I may seem all right and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
Just a front, hey
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
I'll keep my cool, but I'm feigning
I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Here is my confession
May I be your possession
Boy, I need your touch
Your love kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
I'll keep my cool, but I'm feigning
I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Yeah.... | | |
| there's too much going on, and not enough time. my world is crashing down, but it's just about too late to try and pick up the pieces. i'm just stuck in a rut and there isn't a thing i can do about it. my own problems are clouding the way, and i don't have it in me to push through it all. i wish i could just give up and run to the one person that i know will make it all seem like it's going to be ok.... too bad that's not even within my reach anymore. | | |
| Sometimes I wonder why my life is so messed up. Yeah, there are good days and once in a while a great one, but more often than not, the not so great ones outnumber them. I wish I could just know how all this is going to be worthwhile in the end. Happiness doesn't come to everyone, but everyone should have happiness at least once in a while. May be it's just that the emptiness in my heart has made me forget how to be happy, truly happy. Too bad there isn't a way to fix that. My chance to find what I'm looking for is so far gone as far as I can tell that I might as well just give up and deal with it. Easier said then done. Lucky me, my only consolation for being somewhat happy is miles away. Nothing seems to be going right anymore. | | |
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